I'm really happy at this point in my life. Everything that's been holding onto my stress is now over and I'm just chilling. All in all, AYS assembly was a sucess and prom had it's ups and downs, but I had hella fun afterwards with friends. Finally got fucking closure from Vincent last week. I'm hella proud at how much I've grown since the break up. Even though I still dwell on the past from time to time, I feel comfortable moving on.

My goal right now,

Is to try to be laid back and step away from looking thirsty because I ain't no thirsty nigga. Except this guy is so sweet....

Prom is my thing?

Tonight was the Teacher Talent Show, and I must say, it was probably the best Teacher Talent Show to ever hit Skyline. I give much props to Ashanique for organizing the event and rallying up all the administrators and staff to participate! Class of 2012 made bank! Hella people showed up and it was definitely a must-see!

After the show, I congratulated Ashanique on organizing the show and she said she was really happy. The thing that got me nervous was when she said, "This was my thing, prom is your thing." After she said that I was like, AWWW SHIT! and I got hella nervous because yes, I've been very active in planning prom, but due to my own youth organizing, I've had to miss one crucial meeting and rely on my officers - the venue visits early last summer. I'm really nervous about the size of the venue for prom. It's MUCH smaller than last year's, but still very classy. I really hope everything goes well. I'm also nervous about the administrators' assertion of the "no dirty dancing" rule system. I know for a fact that dem flashlights can fasho ruin someone's night and who are they going to blame? Me.

Honestly, it's not about the venue, the DJ, or the dancing - prom is about spending time with friends and dressing up looking hella cute. But that's just me, to others, prom is a bunch of material things so I'm SUPER nervous.

May the force be with me, and opinions not kill me.

This should be a happy time for me,

Got into college, got hella shit done this week, but there's still loads of little things to do. SIGHHH, but I'm gonna forget about my responsibilities for 3 days on my trip to UCSD!

Ordered the AYS T-shirts today. FASHO.

Tomorrow is basically my "Friday" because I'm gonna hop on a plane to SD Thursday. I hope they don't fuck up Shane's plane ticket, because I'm really not in the socializing mood this week! But I'll try my best to be hella friendly and shit.

I found out that I didn't get the Incentive Award. No one from Skyline got it, because apparently it's a scholarship competition for the East Bay Region. Fuuuck. I really just wanted the scholarship so that it'd make my decision to go to Berkeley easy on me. Now that nothing (except for my major, the gazillion cool organizations there, my sister, and the Khmer language course) is holding me back. To be a SoCal girl or stick to what I know?

As of now,

My plans for the next four years are pretty set.

It's stress overload time. I didn't realize how little time I had before the AYS assembly. Damn you, spring break for playing with my emotions! I gotta do a good number of tedious things. I'm tryna assign more roles to people, but it's just hard when I want things done a certain way. But I got Chrystal on the video and her ideas are hella funny so I hope she gets everything done on time. All dem niggaz better show up to Filipino dance practice Sunday. Tired of filling in for them. And Donna is on the playlist.

I'm surprised not a lot of teachers replied to my invite, so I'm gonna go to them individually to find out what the haps is. I need to fill the auditorium!

AND it's spirit week followed by senior events next week.

Let's do it.

Tentative Design for AYS shirt

I have to poop.

Life has been... good? Yes, I'd say it's been great. Scared for next week though. A little scared for the AYS assembly. And anticipating prom and hoping/PRAYING everyone will enjoy themselves.

BUUUT, I love my friends. I just wanna dance and then go to sleep. The end.