holy monkey nuts !

i read this on mental floss and it seemed very interesting, see for yourself

3. If you’re dying to know who you’re going to marry someday, here’s an update on the apple stem twist we used to do as kids (or was that just me?). Unmarried women used to sit in a dark room on Halloween night and look into a mirror. Eventually, their husband’s face would appear in it. If a skull appeared instead, the woman would surely die before she could ever get married.

sometimes i feel like i don't have friends anymore.

boo today

today went from bad to worst to okay to good with a pinch of "damn i suck at acting, why did i do theater over the summer?"

and some LOL over certain people that are lightweight related and attempted at hollering at eachother

stupid people

i didn't realize, you could just drop a friend out of your life so easily. without a care.

that's what you call a fake friend.

have a little sympathy.

you wanna know a secret?

No! i don't wanna know your secrets!

has someone ever told you this really big secret that could potentially break up a friendship or something along those lines?

someone told me something today. although others already know, it was something most people aren't aware of. kept on the "down-low".

i'm not gonna gossip and go tell people. cause that's just straight-up shady biznezz. but dang, whenever i keep things in, it just builds up.

but all good. glad to be in the loop. i won't tell a soul =]

damn that paranormal activity.

i'm done with scary movies.

keepsakes

Looking through my appreciations from the STP retreat, i found this lovely note that i wanted to share, because it made me get butterflies in my stomach.

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nobody likes to be ignored,

rejected,

or neglected.

friday the twenty third

i was supposed to take senior portraits today, prettied myself up, not really, so i got there, ready to check this off the senior list, then i realize i forget my money.

FML, i wanted to kick myself and then some.

the lady said that if i didn’t have the money then i’d lose my appointment and have to reschedule. i had this brilliant plan of borrowing $20 from julia who was coming later, but then the lady said they were booked today, and i’m not guaranteed a spot. either way i had to reschedule, so i left with a good hair day to waste =[

i went to STP, and i saw this boy who looked so familiar, he had a white tee and a hat on, how many people with that combo do you see a day ? so i thought it was just someone who looked like someone who looked like someone.

then it hit me.

he was my fifth grade lover that i called my boyfriend back in the day.

i recognized that peanut head anywhere, and everything fit, it pretty much came back to me, nobody could remember his name [or anyone i asked for that matter], so this little theory can’t really be confirmed but it was him. i thought he lived a million miles away though, so weird and random.

but

he has a mustache now, that’s all i gotta say.

tyra banks wants us to vomit in our mouths

i'm currently watching tyra and all of a sudden these HELLA buff, 99.9% naked guys in banana hammocks come out, wow that was gross, because it wasn't the good looking buff it was the your-head-is-too-small-for-your-body-now buff. oil made everything worse. wow tyra you really hit this one home.

equal sign left bracket

I slipped on a zip lock bag today, GALLON SIZE. i seems to always have a profanic spaz when something embarrassing happens. i think the person behind me laughed at me, but i'm okay.

i'm not overloading on blogspot, you just stay on that tumblr shit

bizarre shizz

Wow some lady with a southern accent just called me at 12:30 at night saying that my order at CVS for anal wort removal cream is ready to be picked up, wtf.

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i chose not to do anything today

i feel unproductive, but i'm just waiting for tomorrow to be over, and yay ! fun is calling my name.
my sister is overloading the blogspot though, i don't know if i'm appreciating that.

i got lots of stuff on my plate, but i choose to go on facebook and look at prom dresses.

in case you didn't already know,

telling me i look dead or saying "oh yeah, you do look sick"
is not in any way a compliment. it's actually more in the INSULT area.

thanks guys. thanks a lot.

one of the only things i like about being sick

is that when you stay home from school,
people notice.

good to know i mean something to some people =]

everybody's talking about the rain.

television has evolved

they have snuggies for dogs now,
because it looked so snazzy on humans.

i just think

it's bullshit.

the randomness of my week

"my mom said she liked my elbows."
heard while walking to class LOL

"you're one rough girl."
said to me by my dentist. awkward.

"Ow. (20 seconds later) i'm bleeding."
not something you want to hear from your dentist while his fingers are poking around in your mouth.
(10 seconds later)
"oh, the blood is inside the glove, don't worry."
WTF?

"hey vagina."
my sister is referred to as Vagina to all SAFIRE girls.

=]

can you get nightmares during a nap ? yes.

all was well during the nap, happy things like the beach, sand castles, and for some reason deja vu from my hawaii trip, but i wasnt complaining about that. in my dream, i got home and people were over, then these too older men that kinda barged in but melded with the crowd, thet went to my attic [which i don't have in real life]. im hanging out with this lady and i guess one of the guys who came in, comes down from the attic all drunk with shards of glass threatening my friend [his wife]. he was really scary and i wanted to piss my pants. then i woke up to my sister asking my mom about gettingg more index cards. i don't get it but it was scary, i think ive been watching too much one tree hill.

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i remember when i had time to nap after school.

good times.

i won't

You say it's easier to burn than to build

You say it's easier to hurt than to heal

But I say you lose when you give up what you love

And I've lived my life without you long enough

momma's proud

i love my orchids.

happy october

time for Halloween =]

where i decide to be cheap and make my own costume that never works out cause i'm just not THAT creative. sadness.



whatever. imma just wear my panda hat and act like i don't have thumbs and pretend to eat bamboo all day =D =D =P

i'm a big girl

one of my close or should i say "close" friends just keeps on doing what she does best, treating me like anything but a friend, sometimes i think she's a total bitch because of what she says about me behind my back, i can't deal with people who constantly talk, i know she talks lots of smack about other people, but that's a normal thing. saying i looked fat in my prom dress and saying i shouldn't have worn it to another male person is another thing.

i'm not gonna lie, i think she's a bitch.

because it's not the first time she's just screwed me over, thinking i'm too up in the clouds to know anything. and finding out she doesn't tell me shit about anything, something as big as breaking up with her boyfriend a month ago, is something that tells me we ain't friends. and when she tells probably the whole world excluding me, makes me feel frustrated.

i feel like she's always obligated to "protect" me from little stuff that i might worry about or stuff like that, that i'm just some little naiive girl who believes what everyone tells her. truth be told, i'm much smarter than you think, and i learned from my mistakes.

i want her to stop treating me like this, and think i don't know anything about what she's doing, it's shady fucked up business, i'm not really digging right now.

i don't wanna talk to her about it because it's gonna bring unnecessary drama i'm not up for at this point. i'm sick of this shit she's trying to pull

i have a mind and i use it, i'm not an idiot.
and if she really does keep this up, FUCK HER.