going with the flow, rolling with the homies.

Mr. Johnson said that you should date around in college and I be thinking to myself, "How da fuq do I go about doing that?" Lost puppy, lost soul, I want a slice of cake.

Berkeley Bubble

Maybe it's because I'm on my period, but my friends keep having me fucked up. Don't act like you're my mom. Don't act like I'm acting brand new.

What people need to understand is that I'm caught up in the Berkeley bubble. I can't escape because I'm trying to make the most out of my college experience. Every time I think about going home, I stop myself and think about all the shit I would be missing out on if I went home for just one weekend. I'm so close, but my mind is so far away.

College is when you get to know who REALLY keeps in touch.

It really bugged me when I heard you were talking shit. Not really talking shit, but kind of making it seem like MY life wasn't that interesting after I tried showing you a good time. Honestly, what the fuck.

To new beginnings, I guess!

The shit I did Saturday and Sunday night was really unlike me. Fuck.

Moving in next Friday,

I don't want the day to come. I'm scared. If I'm this nervous about moving 10 minutes away from home, imagine how I'd do if I chose to go somewhere down South.

I'm really worried about keeping up with my schoolwork. My senior year at Skyline did not prep me at all for what's to come at one of the most competitive schools in the nation. I don't remember how to study at all. I really have to push myself, or it's BAD. Time to get out of this lazy slump.

Bye, bye to my last free weekend with the homies!

It's been a good weekend. My weekend basically started Wednesday night and it has yet to stop. My weekend basically started once my lips touched a blunt or a lick of alcohol. Good friends and good laughs. I really fuck with it. Drunk people are so funny. Too lazy to list everything I did...

Next weekend, I'll be camping with family. The weekend after that, I'll be in Occidental. The Friday after that, I'm an official Cal student. See me at the dorms! I really want to know who my roomies are...

I can't believe I skipped the entire month of June without writing. What have I been doing? I've been asking myself that question a lot.

I've been dilly-dallying around with friends, going to work, and watching my favorite ridiculous shows on TV. I've been living the good life. There has been a lot of trifles with friends and boys, but none directly involving me. Sometimes I think I'm trifling for looking at other guys and getting their digits, but I'm living carefree so I really just don't care.

I do miss how things used to be though. Kicking it at Austin and Vincent's until the wee hours of the night. Playing spades until we get hella tired. MIEN food! I miss that shit the most. And being in the company of the people from the community - STP and AYPAL folks. I really do miss everyone, but I'm excited that Linda organized this hiking trip! Seeing old faces might be weird for a few, but great for most.