As of now,

My plans for the next four years are pretty set.

It's stress overload time. I didn't realize how little time I had before the AYS assembly. Damn you, spring break for playing with my emotions! I gotta do a good number of tedious things. I'm tryna assign more roles to people, but it's just hard when I want things done a certain way. But I got Chrystal on the video and her ideas are hella funny so I hope she gets everything done on time. All dem niggaz better show up to Filipino dance practice Sunday. Tired of filling in for them. And Donna is on the playlist.

I'm surprised not a lot of teachers replied to my invite, so I'm gonna go to them individually to find out what the haps is. I need to fill the auditorium!

AND it's spirit week followed by senior events next week.

Let's do it.

Tentative Design for AYS shirt

I have to poop.

Life has been... good? Yes, I'd say it's been great. Scared for next week though. A little scared for the AYS assembly. And anticipating prom and hoping/PRAYING everyone will enjoy themselves.

BUUUT, I love my friends. I just wanna dance and then go to sleep. The end.

Biggo sighs for March,

Missed two calls from UCSD. Why you no email me? sad lyfe.

I've been trying to help my friends out with college shit. It stresses me out. I just want to see them happy, but it's hard to help them fix the mistakes from their past. Thank goodness for Cyber High.

I'm not even going to mention college in any of my tweets, fb statuses, or tumblr posts.  Promise. I hate seeing people confused and sad when they don't get college notifications as soon as others. FUCK, it's going to be a hard month.

my name is Ratema,

and I am no longer afraid of the freeway.

ANXIETY

My tight has been really tight lately. I don't know why. I don't feel like I'm that stressed. I don't feel stressed at all. Is my chest tight because of my unhealthy eating? I still feel healthy though. I need to see a doctor soon.

Day Eight and Nine

I'm excited for my mom to come home. I miss her.

Today, I finally had a chance to drive alone in my car and belt out some Adele. It felt good. I've been looking forward to driving alone and singing along to a song that I actually know lyrics to! Fuck yeah.

In other news, guess who got voted "Most Likely To Succeed" in the yearbook? I'm so surprised I beat out all the smartypants in my class. Fasho!