does distance really make the heart grow fonder?
i guess we'll find out soon enough.

the other side of the door

"I said 'Leave,' but all I really want is you
To stand outside my window throwing pebbles
Screaming, 'I'm in love with you'
Wait there in the pouring rain, come back for more
And don't you leave cause I know
All I need is on the other side of the door"

"And I'll scream out the window
I can't even look at you
I don't need you but I do, I do, I do
I say, 'There's nothing you can say to make this right
I mean it, I mean it' "

"After everything i must confess, I need you."

is it wrong that i don't want to share you with the rest of the world?

the problem with shopping for other people is..

finding the right size of clothing for someone without offending them..

• you get a size small, but it doesn't fit them so they feel fat.
• you get a size medium and it's too big. they think you think they're fat.
• you get a large, and it can go both ways.

JUST TELL ME YOUR SIZE NOW!

or i can guess. you know, my guessing skills have always been pretty accurate =] (not.)

after a rough monday night, a problem-solving tuesday, and

a completely unsatisfying, unproductive wednesday :

i'm feeling pretty good about myself =]

i look forward to talking to him more often and maybe a date in the near future? hint hint ;]

i planned on doing a lot of homework today. but i didn't. tryna free up my weekend.


i want a pet. that's not underwater - preferably a dog named Raison

Fallin' - V.S.

Fallin'
Piece by piece it seems
Is it true or just an illusion?
It seems so real, but I can't accept it
It's like an image in water where you touch it
and it disperses
Effortless I am, it takes a lot to realize it
Denial is life and it isn't fun
They say even the greatest fall
On 9/11 the twin towers were seen fallin'
Tonight my tears were fallin'
Ever since that special day, my heart has been fallin'
My pride had been fallin'
My ego had been fallin'
My "masculinity" had been fallin'
What's next to say?
Is it I that is fallin' next?
Is it our relationship that's fallin'?
Are we sure it isn't another couple's tragedy?
Fallin'
A hero falls
A nation falls
But.. Can we possibly be fallin'?
So it seems..
Realization of deep foundation
Base to our survival is communication
No free time but let's create it
Girl don't let this bridge fall
We worked hard to build it. Why now?
Even earthquakes couldn't tear it down
But a little problem like this could?
It just can't be true
You know my appreciation towards you
You know where my heart is
Though I don't show it,
Doesn't mean it's not there
Only blind because I can't see
Only hurt because I can't show
Only invisible because I hide it
I can't find myself nor my heart
I cannot show because I don't know
But believe it's there
It must've been since we've gotten this far
How can I show or tell you?
I want to, but I can't
I don't know myself, but tonight I will
I want to show you..
I want to not fall, but for you I will
Fallin' ta me one more time

so there's this scary feeling,

of not knowing what to do, what comes next, & how to approach everything.

there's this "rough patch" in the relationship,
where you think everything's gonna end.

there are these conversations,
only to be expressed in person.

there are few times, you get to see him in person,
so how do we find a solution to this problem?

love was in the air

it filled my lungs

choked me

polluted my mind

& begged for mercy

love was in the air

causing tears to roll down my cheeks

like gallons of cement

sticking to my face

and causing that uncertainty

love was in the air

expressing true happiness

sadness and anger

confusion at most

love was in the air

making it hard for me to breath.

there's a time, where everything changes.