with my dad in japan, i knew my mom would get more protective and practically put me on lockdown.
she made so many fucking excuses so i wouldn't go out today. i was pissed.
"no, it's Friday the 13th, bad luck. stay home"
"no you're sick, stay home"
i'm not even sick..
she knows i'm not that happy with her and i know she's not happy with me.
i've always been on more of a lockdown than my sister because i tend to go out more.
before my dad left, he told me to take care of my mom. just me. what about my sister? what difference does it make?
it's stupid and annoying.

i'm not doing stupid shit like most teenagers my age. i should be trusted.

i can't wait for that freedom i've always wanted.