Tuesday, September 8, 2009

history repeats itself

stupid teachers, i hate it when they are right. i've gotten really attached to blogging, it's weird, it's like school, homework, blog about my day or anything else that fits into the vague word of life

well, well, well, my head's totally screwed, it's one of those things where it's just doing too much, i take one little thing and just take it miles and miles, i'm in a neverending fight with my thoughts, and i always lose, chrystal said listen to happy music, i'm a good listener because i did just that

BUT guess who wants to start a little conversation starter ? everything is just lost, leave me to live my life is what i think because i'm doing to my part to help myself, why can't you ?

it's not me who is doing anything wrong, it's you. you did everything. i feel like he's knocking on my door but this time i'm home, i'm just under my bed hiding with a graphing calculator for a weapon.

amazing how you can do so much damage, i'm continuing the slowest conversation of his life right now because i liked things the way they were before, simple, clean, you know it's how you feel after watching those neutrogena commercials where you just wanna wash your face and call it a day

i tell myself what to do everyday, it's constant, i tell myself what to do, what not to do, what not to think, just everything, it's pretty schizo, because i do the complete opposite almost 99.9% of the time

by the way i'm a blog two timer, i blog hop on the daily, wow, just give me those fish nets and a corset, i'm a whore

i want frozen yogurt.

No comments:

Post a Comment