i'm too lazy to think of anything to do for my birthday, such a hassle, why can't i have mind readers and have people who plan this stuff out for me so i can just go along for the ride in a complete and udder shock or surprise? that'd be cute.
umm, so it's his birthday today and mine tomorrow, i don't like how i remember but i remember for that fact only.
school's so repetative, like about ten or more years of this stuff, is monotonous and just hella boring to me now. i don't know why it's hitting me now, i don't call it senioritis, i call it not knowing what to do with myself because i'm scared outta my pants for what happens next year. i've been avoiding it, it makes me stress out and just think way too much in prepping for college stuff, but the days are going by and bam those apps gotta be in or your done for and living at home with mommy and she'll forever make your rice. not a bad deal, but i don't want to grow up, because i'm a late bloomer and it's like time's just telling me to haul ass to the big scary world.
the big world chews up, spits out, then chews up again, little sensitive asian girls like me.
i don't feel like i'm gonna be 17 tomorrow, just another day, where i can watch r rated movies, but just a reminder this is probably my last birthday at home and in high school where i don't have to worry about anything.
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