this is a retraction

to my previous blog, tumblr be confusing, confusing and me are cool sometimes, meaning never
my blogs are hella random nowadays, like seaweed in a bottle, cheerios in the toilet, hella crap that don't make sense but it's interesting to me

i've noticed a couple things (about myself and life in general):

1. people change left and right, like i was looking through my myspace friends today and i saw this one chick i was WTFing about, like "who the hell is this" type of business, and turns out, she was this old elementary school "friend" you could say and she .. let herself go; sorry if that's super mean but i see blogs as like my brain's second home; truly amazed at how this happened, REALLY .

2. being blunt as hell can be a beautiful thing but then it can be an easy ticket to getting on the bitch train; but say what you feel right ? my mind has it's thoughts, more shady/effed up business than compliments that would make a fat kid's self esteem go from a t-shirt and shorts to a skimpy bikini in the summer; i have my opinions and let me tell you they should have a warning sign

3. people are getting together like magnets ! i've said this before but man the ones you never expect to see together just hit it off like peas in a pod; WTH but it's cute at the same time so EFF ME annoying, let's take the time to get to know everybody else instead of settling down like the world's gonna explode tomorrow

4. probably the most important to chiravann 101, i'm a jealous hoe, simple as that, i have no life, i feed off of everyone elses, i'm a freakin sponge, biter, everything; this is the same girl who stopped eating ketchup for a whole year because that dumb asian chick she wanted to be friends with disliked it with a passion; i want what i can't have, i'm painted green and live in the sea, i'm a straight up hater, because i always wanna win, nothing i say is true, i lie through my teeth and think your hair sucks

the truth is scary.

i've intended this blog to be "deep" but i don't think it worked.

P.S. i'm in love with ******, yahh a lot of people with six lettered names, you think you know who it is, but you're wrong i'll never tell

hi to those kids who are reading this by the way, i didn't think anyone read this stuff