not cool

in english, i had to write an essay sitting on the ground. my classes are PACKED to the point where people are forced to stand or sit on the ground.
i gotta rush to my classes to get a seat now. boo

no excitement this year,

you know during the morning of the first day of school, you're so incredibly excited that you wake up EXTRA early?

not this year.

i thought about the reasons behind this and i realized that i saw everyone i wanted to see during the summer - everyone else was just kind of whatever. i'm just anticipating the heavy workload and the bad attitudes to come, but i'm excited to AP English! i feel like i'll learn a lot and hella happy they switched me into Rapson!

so i was up in APUSH and i actually rose my hand and spoke about what i thought about the reading. usually, i don't say shit and let other people speak but this time i was like "FUCK IT, i'm gonna voice my opinions!" being in hella programs really helped me out with my speaking skills. i WANT to talk in class. i like discussions and shit. i'm excited.

afterschool, i ate and took a nap that felt so fucking goood!
keep the good times rollin'

waterworld

i went with my cousin and family friends today. the rides were hella fun. there were some creepers, but i was really comfortable in my bathing suit (other than some maufunctions in the upper area and wedgies going down slides).

came home tired as hell and with some bad tan lines.

here's the thing about school,

it's one of those love/hate relationships.

i love getting to know new people and just chilling with friends. i love the events and i love the enthusiasm.

i do not like ignorant people and i do not like sitting through boring-ass lectures. plus stress stresses me out. i be getting those mental breakdowns where i end up not doing shit and just cry.

SAFIRE Fun Day

Spent the day with my SAFIRE girls in Santa Cruz yesterday. i had a ton of fun.
we started by going to UC Santa Cruz and asking some of the college girls questions, ate lunch at Natural Bridges Beach. i love playing in the water and jumping in the waves!
afterward we went to the Boardwalk. my gum flew out in one of the rides and rolled off of Sophia's foot. oops. went through a laser challenge (and felt like a secret agent) and then walked through the "Fright Walk" where shit kept popping out at us. i won a duck! by doing the simplest thing ever. all i did was pick up a rubber duck from the rotating water. really, that's all you do. i named my duck Tequila ;]
for dinner we went to an Italian restaurant with hella good food and GREAT desert called the Frozen Potato. yumm
Sophia and I stole spoons from the restaurant, SHHH!

overall, it was a great day. all the girls have really positive attitudes and you just can't help but have hella fun with them.

PLUS, one of the volunteers (whose car I happened to ride shotgun in) wasn't bad looking. haha

NEVER EVER EAT DEEP-FRIED TWINKIES! CUZ DEEP-FRIED OREOS ARE SO MUCH BETTER!

people say you have the ability to control your own emotions,

teach me.
because i find this impossible.

QUOTES OF THE DAY:
"PONYO, you're my best friend!"
"I would hit on you but I'm busy."

here's the thing,

my sister doesn't listen.
i know it.
my mom knows it.
all the guys that has tried to get at her knows it.

THIS is a problem, since she no longer lives at home and she BARELY EVER replies to my texts.

here we go.