i feel unstoppable

chemistry final - no sweat.
hit me with your best shot, AP World History!!! (actually take it easy on me, please =] )

work-load is growing heavier.
all i want to do is waste time.

saying those three words.. makes me nervous.
i'm always scared of the reaction.

it's the new year,

and i have only TWO new years resolutions:

1. open my Christmas presents on CHRISTMAS! no earlier, unless it's a secret santa or Vincent.
2. wear that watch i bought ages ago for hella moneys that i never wear.

Last week, my English teacher scheduled for our class to be in the computer lab to work on our essays. The second day we were in the lab, a cheerleader raised her hand and asked if he wanted these essays typed. MLIA.

black and gray

I told myself I wouldn't text you all day
Have time to myself and contemplate
But then you text comes and the anger washes away
I told myself I wouldn't give in
That nothing was worth it
And it was all a sin
But I fell into your trap and couldn't turn back
I told myself it didn't matter
That life would go on
And I'd ignore all the chatter
I told myself it'd be okay
That enough was enough
And someday,
The world will no longer be in black and gray

leaving home

when i was little, i overheard my parents talking to their friends at a party, and one of their friends goes, “When you’re kids go to college, they don’t miss you. You may miss them but they’re out having fun.”

And when i think about it now, it’s not true in many cases. Everyone wants to leave home. Every seems to want out of their parents’ rules and restrictions just for that ounce of freedom, but really you end up missing those people that raised you all your life.

The people that set these boundaries for you because they care. They give you a home and food for your growling stomachs so you can grow up beautifully and successfully.

Despite everything that i’ve said about my parents, i know i’m gonna miss them when i leave home.