so today,

i wanted to beat someone's ass.

and then,

i waved to someone with both hands (cause i be doing that sometimes) and ended up almost hitting someone walking beside me. oops. sorry random unfortunate girl

i have a disorder

i send out impulsive texts when i'm mad.

it's bad.

but all good. cause i realize my errors and apologize.

sorry for being a super bitch =]

you suck

the words "fuck you" come to mind. after the entire weekend, it's still roaming around my head.

no apology?

lets act like this never happened. go ahead, act like you don't give a shit.

no problemo. why should i care about you? why should i be considerate? why should i even try?
cause to me, it doesn't seem like you're doing any of that.

i wish i could stop talking to you.

but it's just not possible for me.


so fuck you.

fabulous finds

I was shopping and found this hunk at my new favorite store, it was a japanese place where they sold stationary, pencils, things i like.

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all natural means everyones a lagger

I'm going to go to San Francisco for the umpth teenth time and do all that because my cousin's cousin is in town to see the bay and all its beauty for her birthday, its my birthday weekend too, but whatever, no time for envy. We woke up at 10 and i don't know what's a reasonable time to actually get a move on with things, but its currently almost 12 and nothing looks too mobile at this point. it's just something i notice when ive been done getting ready about an hour ago and seeing everyone put on their makeup with the mirrors on hand. I get looking nice but sometimes i jusy don't care about what i look like. Materialism and shopping keeps losing its interest with me, there are so many side effects in over consumption, greed, i don't wear make up, limited the shopping. its time to take life as it is and waiting while people put on their faces is putting on a facade you want to present
yourself to the world with

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a brief happiness

on a booboo day.

"life is a playground, and i'm just looking for someone to play with."
LOLOL

taken from an 80s dating montage video.

its hard to smile today

update

crack and cocaine aren't the same thing.
thats what i learned today.

i also learned that people will like you more if you bring them food.

sometimes people are inconsiderate when they think they're being considerate. just because you assume things cause you "know me so well" doesn't mean anything. you can't read my mind. i have thoughts that need to spoken out loud.
thats the type of thing that makes me mad.
but i don't do anything about it. b/c i know its nothing to fight over