gravity

i'm self conscious about my lack of artistic ability and need to be a screw-up at times.

but i get happy when i succeed =]

day 1 without contact. keepin' busy. we'll see how long i last. i miss him.

signed, sealed, delivered, i'm yours

i don't really know how to describe how i'm feeling.
i feel like an open book.
i feel a need to be closed off and mysterious
yet i still want to express myself without being corny
i feel vulnerable
easily hurt
scared of the end of things
even though the end is nowhere near

i feel like being cautious.

much better

unfortunately there's been a breach, the truth can disperse all it wants, but as long as it doesn't poke fun at me in the long run, i'm good to go

sometimes life sucks, sometimes it's the best thing since sliced bread, either way it's still june and two more months of sunshine and humid smelling air to go

she was mine

i'm in pretty deep. no problem with that. i don't mind, but there are lots of things to consider.

don't matter, i'm happy =]

ain't too proud to beg

today was a day for a little R&R, kick back relax, you've earned it day

i was looking through my stuff, notes, birthday cards, etc and BAM i realized i used to be one of those annoying people who rant on in their diaries about stupid stuff that wasn't even important, what a waste of paper; maybe i'm still irritating till this day, if so, i apologize you've had to listen to my stupid conversations

i also found the card, interesting how things change over the course of a couple of months, i went from aww how cute to damn you can kick my ass

we are in the now, i also found out i had sucky handwriting, buy pointless things/clothes i don't wear, and am going to admit too many clothes

i gotta feeling

this is gonna be a good summer, school can suck it. =]

i'm only writing this

as a source of procrastination.

i don't want to study for finals.
can it be thursday afterschool please?
no more schooool!

i can't take it.