someone keeps hacking into my blogspot.
i've changed my password numerous times. stupid high-tech hackers.
today i had a queasy feeling during the AYPAL ylo. no good. i probably shoulda ate more than just an orange when i went home afterschool.
my dad is in japan right now. it's probably not a healthy family relationship to just announce to your wife that you bought tickets to japan. just for yourself.
nice, thanks daddy. a little selfish, don't you think?
i'm looking forward to saturday. it's not gonna be a late night for me, but it's gonna be an eventful day. =]
i should be studying right now.
ME TIME is good.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Eet - Regina Spektor
It's like forgetting the words to your favorite song.
You can't believe it; you were always singing along.
It was so easy and the words so sweet.
You can't remember; you try to feel the beat.
You spend half of your life trying to fall behind.
You're using your headphones to drown out your mind.
It was so easy and the words so sweet.
You can't remember; you try to move your feet.
Someone's deciding whether or not to steal.
He opens a window just to feel the chill.
He hears that outside a small boy just started to cry
'Cause it's his turn, but his brother won't let him try.
You can't believe it; you were always singing along.
It was so easy and the words so sweet.
You can't remember; you try to feel the beat.
You spend half of your life trying to fall behind.
You're using your headphones to drown out your mind.
It was so easy and the words so sweet.
You can't remember; you try to move your feet.
Someone's deciding whether or not to steal.
He opens a window just to feel the chill.
He hears that outside a small boy just started to cry
'Cause it's his turn, but his brother won't let him try.
you don't really understand a song, until you listen to the lyrics.
what happens when you find something out that changes the way you look at someone?
do you act like everything's normal?
like you don't know this huge piece of information that contradicts everything they've ever said?
what happens when you find something out that changes the way you look at someone?
do you act like everything's normal?
like you don't know this huge piece of information that contradicts everything they've ever said?
Thursday, November 5, 2009
can you please cooperate?
please, please, please, PLEASE!!!!
cooperate. forreals. just bugs the fuck outta me. especially when i KNOW you have opinions and you speak up often but you choose NOW to be dead silent. not cool.
other than that, i thought the SAFIRE workshop went pretty well. even though we ran outta time, the girls all did a really good job. especially, those in the little groups motivating the others and throwing out ideas.
there was just one group that really bugged me. when you don't say shit, it makes me feel like i'm doing a terrible job facilitating.
also,
NO chemistry teacher for like 3 days! no wonder i haven't had that much homework to do =]
cooperate. forreals. just bugs the fuck outta me. especially when i KNOW you have opinions and you speak up often but you choose NOW to be dead silent. not cool.
other than that, i thought the SAFIRE workshop went pretty well. even though we ran outta time, the girls all did a really good job. especially, those in the little groups motivating the others and throwing out ideas.
there was just one group that really bugged me. when you don't say shit, it makes me feel like i'm doing a terrible job facilitating.
also,
NO chemistry teacher for like 3 days! no wonder i haven't had that much homework to do =]
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
always ending my sentences with "...and shit."
you know, notecards and shit.
made my arm fuckin sore.
i really hate playing certain sports in PE, like the type that involves teams (SOFTBALL!). it'd be hella fun with different people, no doubt. but really? is it necessary to yell at the people that can't catch the ball? is it necessary to put people down? NO IT'S NOT! so shut the fuck up. if we wanted to play softball, we'd try out for an actual team. it's not like we fuckin choose to do this shit.
rude people making people feel bad. that's what's wrong with this society. glad i'm not taking PE next year.
on another note, listen to this:
"Are all asians and white people racist towards blacks and mexicans?"
- asked by my dear TD friend
think about it? do you think it's true? i think for the most part, it is true. we're influenced by stereotypes and our parents are for sure undercover racist.
don't lie, you know you stiffen up when you see a group of mexicans or black guys coming your way. you know you're scared. you know why? cause you watch the news, you notice the similarities of those people gunning people down and are the cause of drive-by shootings. could be coincidence. or it could just be people living up to their stereotypes.
i keep forgetting to eat dinner cause i'm too busy doing homework.. i'm gonna die.
made my arm fuckin sore.
i really hate playing certain sports in PE, like the type that involves teams (SOFTBALL!). it'd be hella fun with different people, no doubt. but really? is it necessary to yell at the people that can't catch the ball? is it necessary to put people down? NO IT'S NOT! so shut the fuck up. if we wanted to play softball, we'd try out for an actual team. it's not like we fuckin choose to do this shit.
rude people making people feel bad. that's what's wrong with this society. glad i'm not taking PE next year.
on another note, listen to this:
"Are all asians and white people racist towards blacks and mexicans?"
- asked by my dear TD friend
think about it? do you think it's true? i think for the most part, it is true. we're influenced by stereotypes and our parents are for sure undercover racist.
don't lie, you know you stiffen up when you see a group of mexicans or black guys coming your way. you know you're scared. you know why? cause you watch the news, you notice the similarities of those people gunning people down and are the cause of drive-by shootings. could be coincidence. or it could just be people living up to their stereotypes.
i keep forgetting to eat dinner cause i'm too busy doing homework.. i'm gonna die.
Monday, November 2, 2009
so i'm one of THOSE people
- drifting away from friends i've known the longest.
- staying on my phone 24/7.
- feeling displaced and lost with the people i used to have so much fun with.
- questioning my actions in the hopes of preventing "clingyness".
- being closed off with people i used to tell EVERYTHING to.
what's wrong with me?
there's gonna be that day where all of a sudden, there's no one.
no one to turn to.
or hang out with outside of school, or even at lunch.
no one to talk to. to vent to. to make me feel better during tough times.
one day, i'll just be alone.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
the speed of light
DO: lie about your age to get candy on halloween
DON'T: walk around the streets of berkeley at night. witnessed some serious creepers
Halloween was yesterday, now that it's over i keep thinking about the holidays coming up. Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Years. all the holidays where the media makes families look happiest.
these holidays do make me happy though. as it should. bringing people together and showing your appreciation. i love it. (especially now that i will actually have money to spend on presents - getting paiddd. AYEEE!)
just a random thought of excitement =] =] =]
DON'T: walk around the streets of berkeley at night. witnessed some serious creepers
Halloween was yesterday, now that it's over i keep thinking about the holidays coming up. Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Years. all the holidays where the media makes families look happiest.
these holidays do make me happy though. as it should. bringing people together and showing your appreciation. i love it. (especially now that i will actually have money to spend on presents - getting paiddd. AYEEE!)
just a random thought of excitement =] =] =]
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