today after the AYPAL LIMCA ylo, i kissed Vincent unaware that my mom was already in front of the building, looking at me with a suspicious face.
my heart dropped. i hopped into the car acting like everything was normal. my back was turned to her when i kissed him so i didn’t know if she saw or not.
i thought my life was over. no going out. no nothing, all because of this forbidden relationship. THANK GOD it was dark outside.
i was scared out of my mind. i couldn’t focus. i just wanted to turn back time. when we got home my mom asked if i hugged or kissed “the boy”.
of course i’m gonna say HUG. no shit.
so i suppose i’m in the clear, but godammit. i’m hella on edge. i have to be extra cautious.
thanks DOODOO BRAIN, for being supportive. NOT! you fucking kicked me when i was down. called me an idiot. no fucking shit i knew i did something completely careless and idiotic but FUCK, can you be the least bit supportive and considerate for once?!
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