one of my close or should i say "close" friends just keeps on doing what she does best, treating me like anything but a friend, sometimes i think she's a total bitch because of what she says about me behind my back, i can't deal with people who constantly talk, i know she talks lots of smack about other people, but that's a normal thing. saying i looked fat in my prom dress and saying i shouldn't have worn it to another male person is another thing.
i'm not gonna lie, i think she's a bitch.
because it's not the first time she's just screwed me over, thinking i'm too up in the clouds to know anything. and finding out she doesn't tell me shit about anything, something as big as breaking up with her boyfriend a month ago, is something that tells me we ain't friends. and when she tells probably the whole world excluding me, makes me feel frustrated.
i feel like she's always obligated to "protect" me from little stuff that i might worry about or stuff like that, that i'm just some little naiive girl who believes what everyone tells her. truth be told, i'm much smarter than you think, and i learned from my mistakes.
i want her to stop treating me like this, and think i don't know anything about what she's doing, it's shady fucked up business, i'm not really digging right now.
i don't wanna talk to her about it because it's gonna bring unnecessary drama i'm not up for at this point. i'm sick of this shit she's trying to pull
i have a mind and i use it, i'm not an idiot.
and if she really does keep this up, FUCK HER.
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