Monday, May 25, 2009

tick tock

GOODNESS . you know how it's best not to procrastinate and get things started because you're gonna feel like a million bucks once you don't have crap hanging over your head when you're done ? uhh sure .. and then i pressed the blogspot link. so unproductive today i can't even spell, i think i'm still trippin' out from driving today

i've always wondered what kind of a driver i'd be, and i'm one that goes 2 mph in a 25 zone, i could tell these cars behind me where like "c'mon grandma, we'd want you to make that right turn TODAY" ohh damn it was scary, fun if it was just me, thank goodness for that brake, i'm a sucky driver, but practice, practice; so much PRESSURE and stuff to keep up with, look both ways, gas, brake, gas, brake, pedestrians, what the hell i'm already naturally slow off the road as the pedestrian, i think i spent that two hour lesson under one breath because i forgot to breathe now and then

memorial day weekend was nice, never long enough but whenever i think memorial day weekend, it reminds me of last year and how everything started, if you know what i mean, when that freakin' S.O.B. who definitely didn't seem like an S.O.B. came knocking head on, funny how things can change in a year, even though i remember it ever so vividly, i'd be something i want to forget, but i choose not to because not all of it was bad, just a little reminder of how naiive someone can be to how infatuation can blind you

badminton banquet was friday, walking from nora's to scott's isn't my cup of tea but power walking like your life depended on it worked out, but that same day i realized the part of my life i didn't like, i hate it in fact, pisses me the hell off and no the waves of envy isn't why, i'm happy with myself but it's like a broken down car full of people, and i'm the only one pushing it

c'mon get happy.

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