emo loves the mind of an american teenager

"expect the worst, hope for the best"

venting should help ?
this crap hurts like being elbowed in the boob consecutively, it comes at you fast but you can't really say the same for the aftermath. you could say you saw it coming, but not like that.

more than a facebook status that doesn't mean anything, it's the bottom of the ocean feeling where you don't know what to do with yourself and you realize things have changed

"it's never the changes you want that change everything"

i'd be lying if i said it was a waste of time, because i've never had that fuzzy feeling in my stomach this many times, or the countless mornings just wondering, fun while it lasted, but i couldn't really say how long it'd last.

i'm not gonna talk shit about you and how stupid you are, but who knew you could meld that bust your windows anger and the emo, sappy break up song depression together

blame having a life the doesn't revolve around his big fat head ? yes .

blame unhappy, emo moments in feeding off the other half, but not quite the other ? yes .

blame things that are easier said than done ? yes .

but who's pointing fingers ? let's not play the blame game, even though its so damn easy

where do we go from here - alicia keys
it's definitely something you know, and something i do but you're really never gonna have even sides, you can figure things out & leave us friends, so you'll put me at a cross road to make a decision ? we could do what you want, but that doesn't change things or how i feel and it sucks for me because i knew where i was going, most definitely, for the longest time until now
bottom line, give me a one way ticket to friendship status .

i hate this part - pussycat dolls
speak for itself, nobody likes having to deal with the shit we call the inevitable. yah, the reflective, "what am i gonna do without this person", my life is over, quiet & idle emotions after someone cuts the chain. time could equal the solution but it's only good for so long, and it's bound to happen or blow over, hopefully in shorter time than others

everybody knows - john legend

everybody knows it wasn't working, "different pages" can mean a lot of things but they all point to the fact nobody knows any better than the next person. we go through things as they happen, thinking we have the everything down to a science, but when the big, fat neon sign lights up with the NEWS FLASH, we're back to where we started, no where.
the fact is everybody didn't know what was coming next, count me into that one .

better in time - leona lewis

definitely self explanatory

there's definitely more, but theyre better left unsaid
that whole, let's stay friends shit doesn't count for anything because i still like you and all your stupid flaws you don't see, but no reason to hang onto something where there's no one on the other end

truth is, life's gonna be hard for a while, trying to stop yourself from doing something you have no control over, and just leaving yourself within four walls you don't want to be in

self assurance is key; i'll be okay, life doesn't wait for that emo girl who still thinks about that fat headed kid forever, so i'm gonna jump on that and skip the love playlists on itunes and just go .

P.S. you were my best friend, still are & thanks, just thanks .